Finding Myself In him

Well today marks the beginning of a brand new chapter in my life. I've decided to do some investigating. I want to know more about my dad, his life, and his death. I'm very much prepared for the worst, not really caring about the best. I have questions and, well, I want answers. So far I have 10 hard facts. Only 7 more questions to go. I know this is not going to be easy but I'm up for the challenge. I think it's a very healthy project for me. I need something to do and I really like this type of stuff. Clues, hints, mystery, I love it!. So look out world, here I come to find myself.

History Repeats Itself

Today I had a huge migraine issue. It was really weird. It all started on Monday. Around 6th period I started getting this really bad migraine. Once I got on the bus, my head was killing me, and by the time I got to the Bart station I felt like my head might explode. The weird thing is, I told my mom I had a migraine, and honestly I don't think she gave it much thought. Now I don't know about yo but I hate when I tell someone that I'm not feeling well, and then they act a if you said you felt excellent or something. When we finally got home, I tried to eat, but couldn't. So I went to bed, and woke up at 9 p.m. I still had a migraine. It went away around lunch time today. Then wouldn't you know that it came back around 6th period again. Here I am still with today's migraine, and my mom, well sh still feels the same way. She thinks Tylenol extra strength is going to work, but I keep telling her I already tried and it didn't work. I feel like my head is going to burst. Ugh. Parents; sometimes I just don't know what's going on.

Omar Tyree

Today Omar Tyree came to my school to talk to the students. I mean I guess that was the reason he came. I think it was very interesting. I'm glad he didn't brag about "how good his books are." That would be a waste of my missed class time. He had some interesting points though. A lot of it spoke to me. He talked about being shy and how those people are connected to thinkers. He talked about how people are always thinking. I was sitting there like "man, this guy knows what he's talking about." He really motivated me. Got me thinking about my love of writing again. Actually got me thinking about possibly changing my major for college. I love writing, and reading. Overall, I give Omar an 8.5 on his speech. Good job Omar Tyree!

-Lost

Heaven

Today I read this book; Heaven by Angela Johnson. Very good book. I think everyone who feels lost, should read it. The book is actually what made me want to start a blog. I feel lost. Like I don't know who I am anymore. I'm finding things out about myself, and it's scaring me. So I titled my blog page: Lost and Found. Because I'm lost, but hopefully I can be found somewhere, someday.

After I read the book, I cried. Not that much. Just enough to know that I had just found a little piece of myself from reading the book. I cry a lot, sometimes; most times, I don't really know why I'm crying. I just know my heart is in pain. I hope to found out how.

-Lost